The title of this post is a tad bit deceiving. I hope that at the culmination of this "project" I will be able to reveal who I am. The problem is, I am the project and I am a huge ball of mess.
The stats:
- 30 something
- Female
- Teacher at U of X (did you think I was going to make it that easy?)
- heading towards a PhD
- Lesbian
Enjoys long walks on the beach
Ok, the last point is a bunch of B.S.. Actually, I do enjoy long walks on the beach, but not enough to include them in the official stats.
Now about the title of my blog...I chose confessions of a "strayt" girl, because...well...I am a 30 something female who walks the earth pretending to be straight. Yes, I'm gay. It feels SO liberating to say that, but of course it is easy to confess since I am still confined to this box shrouded in anonymity.
What you can expect from me...well, I don't really know. I plan on using this platform to get to me. I am totally and completely in the closet. If the closet had a closet, that is where I would be. I think you get the picture. This blog holds me responsible. I can't go cower in denial, as I have done on many occasions in the past. These posts will force me to actively face the cold hard truth. That I am Canadian a lesbian. My plan is to be as uncensored as possible (while paradoxically masking my identity as well as the identities of the people and places I mention) It is my hope that through writing and through actively facing who I am, that unlike gossip girl, I will one day be able to reveal my identity to you. The first few posts will come rather quickly, as this is something that was born on paper that I decided needs to be housed online. So if anybody is reading, please be patient with my closeted self. I understand that I have put myself out there in a very open forum. Whereas I do appreciate feedback and comments, please keep them appropriate and please understand that this is my process.
So for now
xoxo
Strayt Girl
